nothing goes to show

is it possible that you've thought this over

i've been wondering how you've stood on this for quite some time

and now that both of us have exhausted every option

all that's left to give up what we've given up

we're crippled inside

from the best years of our lives

i'm glad you brought it up

since i've held my breath too long this time
and i've tried so hard

to wrap my head around what drove us apart

cause nothing has been left unsaid

it seems i've lost my better half
beneath this mess

oh no

what have I done

oh no
what have i done

nothing goes to show like what i'd intended

swept beneath us under one big fucking rug

contemplating what we considered dedication

turn this book upside down and pray every word falls out

we're crippled inside

for the rest of our lives

i'm glad you brought it up

since i've held my breath too long this time

and i've tried so hard

to wrap my head around what drove us apart

cause nothing has been left unsaid

it seems i've lost my better half
beneath this mess

oh no

but i know better
oh no
but i know better

it floods me with confidence

and i can't feel a thing

obstruct my eyes
for every step i take

turns me around again

around again

and i'm not depressed,
but i'm still not impressed with my life.

it's new year's eve... and it's new year's day,
i just blinked, in the disarray
and it appeared, in the similar grace
of morning breath piercing cheek skin

and i thought of where i'd gone wrong
and i thought of what might have been, now lost

my eyeslide heavy, and my pupils hungry
to see the world in this age, as it's meant to be seen
i fall again, as certain things won't set me free
as how i believe in you all too fondly, my love

and i thought of where i'd gone wrong
and i thought of what might have been, now lost